Shyness is the tentative sound of the orchestra tuning up before the symphony begins. It is a beautiful, fractured piece of music in itself. It is the orchestra attempting to find its shared intent and is over all too quickly if you ask me.

In some circumstances, shyness never finds its harmonic agreement and the situation will never be in tune. Yet shyness is a gift that can also be the sometimes crippling, often overpowering, intuition that the next thing life presents is potentially momentous, be it beautiful or devastating, where an exchanged few words or a gesture is a gateway to a new and unknown world. From these intimations of excruciating clarity, we can fall through our shyness into moments of earth-shaking significance, and our lives can change completely.

My wife, Susie, has a hummingbird shyness. In social situations, she displays herself for a magical, weightless moment then darts away. It is as if she is so acutely tuned into the inherent discomfort of others, whether they display it or not, that the situation becomes overwhelming. She is a rare thing, an exhibitionist that hates to be seen.

My initial dinner ‘date’ with Susie was an awkward and hesitant affair because we both intuited, on some deep level, that we stood at the threshold of another life that would stretch on indefinitely into the future. We did not know what that life would be, and it was undeclared between us, but our mutual shyness was the orchestra tuning up, with its flutters and discords, as it tried to find its shared melodic objective. In the end, I did what was a potentially life-deranging act and lunged hideously and impulsively through the membrane of our mutual shyness, grabbed my future wife and kissed her. She responded in kind and our shyness dropped away and, well, the symphony began. Shyness became the firewall through which we walked to a strange and different world, and here we are, together.



Cinnamon






A cumplicidade e o amor são óbvios. O Cinnamon, avesso a pessoas, deixou-me escová-lo, dar-lhe beijos e sussurrar-lhe ao ouvido o quanto ele é bonito. Um dia perfeito entre amigos. 


som do dia

Pirilampando

Estar longe não é fácil. Há dias que parece que nem respirar conseguimos de tanta saudade. 
Mas por vezes certas pessoas relembram-nos que ainda há esperança na amizade. 

As coisas mais simples enchem-me o coração. Obrigada minha querida.


Eu sei que é noite dos Óscares mas isto é tão bom!



 


A ver.


Chegados aqui

à carne incerta de uma vida

despojada de mitos

existe uma estrela que se desfia

pelas noites

alagando todo o soalho

onde passámos a dormir


lá fora alguém grita

não pode mais

compreendemos esse som

com todos os nervos

raiados pelo espaço

com toda a música insuportável

de ter por ambição

o comprimento de uma rua


Vasco Gato

Romeo & Juliet with Josh O’Connor and Jessie Buckley

Publicado na Polónia em 2017, The Lost Soul chega finalmente às editoras Britânicas. Não poderia estar mais entusiasmada com a união de duas das minhas artistas favoritas, a escritora Olga Tokarczuk e a ilustradora Joanna Concejo.

 




























Em certas brechas do sonho e da vigília

quase vemos os fios que nos conduzem
umas vezes com tal zelo umas vezes
com total desleixo.

Movemo-nos com a nítida impressão
de um teatro atado aos ossos
e de que somos arrastados
contra a nossa própria vida.

Só o que chamamos de absurdo
parece dar a tudo algum sentido.

Eucanaã Ferraz


Som do dia

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